Evolution

Am I evolving? Do I continuously seek to improve, only to get stuck in a rut or with no gumption of moving forward? I have this fear of not having control and taking that big leap into the unknown. A big part is that I would like funds to count on with which to pay my bills and stuff, and also to have health insurance (it's kind of necessary). I want so much more from my life, but I never know how to get there or even what to do sometimes. So here's my deal. I think I will start a blog about a specific interest that I want to pursue. If anything just to generate some ideas and, heck, maybe even get some followers! But I'm exhausted. Time for bed. Work in the morning, and the weekend is almost here.